………catch up with me, LIFE !!
Its very rare that I get to blog on fridays. Its very rare that I even get to come home this early on fridays. Everyday, I get up at 5.30 (ok, 6…), catch the van at 7, come home at 3.30, try to gulp all the food in a short time, hurry, hurry, run to the road, scream for an auto, go to tuts, spend the rest of he day there, get back only at around 8.30, or even 9. But today!! Classes suddenly got cancelled!! You know how it feels right?!
Today was a very fun day ( A-H-E-M ! ). We had medical checkup at school. It was so very weird. Turns out to be that I’m normal. In every sense. If only they could tell my mental state. None of us have been okay these days. How would you react if your friend messaged you at midnight saying she felt ‘dumped’ and ‘disgusted’ and ‘sad’ ? I wished that I could just run to her and cry along with her, ‘coz I felt the same way. Hmmmm. We all HAVE been working hard, they just don’t understand this! Yes, parents! They don’t know how it is. I feel they should just stop questioning us. Its really sad when it feels like they don’t trust you at all. Should there ALWAYS be an explanation for everything we do ?? They just don’t get it. Say what you want. Say things like, “They too have been at your stage once. They too felt the same pressure, they too experienced the same things.” To HELL with it! I don’t agree with this at all. I feel it was always different for them. They never grew in such an environment. They never had such things to deal with. Humph =|
My teachers are scared about things. Things like teenagers fagging, doping, trying to kill themselves and stuff. So we had to bear with an hour of shit about it in class. Its like the more we hear about the causes of all this, the more we can relate to it. I thought of writing something else today, but ended up with this. After everything thats happening in my life, this is all that could come out of me ! “All in all we’re just another brick in the wall……….”