My Life is a Floating Dart

My dad splashed a mug full of water on me at 6 am today. I’d dared him to do it yesterday. He actually took it seriously. Thats how he is goin to wake me up from now on. My classes begin at 7 am everyday! I catch an empty bus at 6.45 and reach there by 7.15

Nobody cares when people get in. Some guys come at 8 and attend one class for 15 minutes and bunk the rest. They bunk in crash courses too!! Haha. Whats the point? Today morning was very fine. I sat near a huge window in the bus and took pictures of the trees, the road and of many statues on the way! =P

I wrote a medical entrance yesterday btw. I don’t even know why I wrote it. Not like I want to struggle for the rest of my life sucking upto HUGE books full of large diagrams and fussy names =\ Maybe I just wrote it ‘coz I’d payed for it. Or ‘coz my dad had a dream once-upon-a-time which involved me getting into medicine. Or something like that. Now he doesn’t dream of such things. Reality bites hard. I’ve made it clear that I’m going to make it on my own. I don’t want to get burdened with other’s dreams. And crash mine. Not like I have a dream or something. I don’t. I’m like this lost person in the world who doesn’t have a clue where she is going or why she is doing what she is doing. My sentences may confuse you. Don’t bother. I feel like a mess already.

I’d taken this design entrance on Jan 4th. Din’t get through. The exam was bloody differen’t. It had all this drawing things and I realized for the first time in my life that I actually suck at drawing. I couldn’t even draw a perfect hammer. Or a machine. Or a man in a ‘sitting position’. I screwed up the colouring as well. I made up a huge mess of the answer paper. I actually laughed after coming out of the exam hall. What was I thinking? Playing with lights and colours on photoshop is NOT what its about. I think =|

Oh, and I also realized that you need to have a lot of brains to understand some of those XKCD jokes. I feel even more lost now =|

Thanks Kapil aka Kaps Lock aka The Illuminator aka Al-Dawda for the title! ^.^


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